Gain control.

I don't understand a lot of things.

My best friends don't care

How do I carry on?

I can't stand half of the people I encounter day after day,

I'm so misunderstood.

I could keep writing and feel sorry for myself,
for the fact I have no one

But there are some,
That I love
To no end.

They love me even more than I deserve

So I'm not alone

I'm just an outsider with some people that don't mind who I really am

I guess that's part of life

Whispering see you later,

Because our friendship is buried away

Under all of your lies

I've given up

I'm at that point, where I don't know what else to do

I'd like to think we are just paused,

And hopefully someday we can resume.