I step outside myself and observe
all the things that everyone else witnesses
I almost never understand how I really am
and I have no control over it.
The thoughts in my head are only of confusion
rambling different ideas,
too fast to comprehend.
My mouth lets out words that aren’t thought out
those that are around me are lost
they don’t understand.
Because they can’t see past the outside
it often feels like I can’t either.
I know it’s not a state I like to be in
but I have no control over it.
Crying is now something I don’t bother to do
one can only cry so much and then it’s pointless,
now all I’m left with is a blank
a blank stare
a blank feeling
a blank being.
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