Empty.

It's hard. It's hard for me, to see my friends change because it's not always for the better.

Humans have been evolving since pre-historic times, it's just a part of life. Conception, entering the world, infancy, childhood, and so on. Does that mean drinking and losing yourself are part of growing up? I don't think so. Maybe I'm tied up, high strung. It's stupid. It bothers me. It makes me livid. But then again I can't make other people's decisions.

I wish things didn't have to be complicated. I remember when figuring out what I wanted to read for bedtime was critical, it was 8:00 pm and I needed the perfect bedtime tale.

Now I find myself facing bigger things, decisions I sometimes wish I didn't have to face. Bob Marley knows what's up. "Truth is, everybody's gonna hurt you. You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."