Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I'm like a wave and i'm breaking.


Today was a bad day, a bad day to say the least. Screw you nick habel. Does it look like I'm worried about pleasing other people? No. I'm ana, and that's who I plan on being, regardless of petty opinions such as yours. I wear leggings. I wear leggings a lot because they're comfortable, they're me, deal with it. I like what I wear, and if you don't like it, then keep it to yourself. If me wearing leggings is such an inconveince to you I am sincerely sorry. Worry about something that actually uses brain cells, or something. Do I comment on your fugly face? No, I don't, because believe it or not I understand that people have feelings, but that's probably something you've never really considered. Criticism. It's rough. I'm not really a fan of it. Teachers. That's another thing that I can't handle very well, but like that's anything new. LADOGA. I need an escape. I have so much boiled deep inside of me that I don't even know what to do with myself. I cried a little bit today, that never happens. Vulnerability scares me, since it makes me realize I'm not always going to be immune to my feelings and that I care too much. Maybe that's my issue. Damn you emotions. Oh and Ian, you're not cool. Grow up. Texting me saying stupid things just adds to my rage, but I guess you really don't care. You're a self centered jerk. I'm just going on and on, but I can't help it. People should be able to express how they feel, in my honest opinion. Music, loves, I'm happy I have at least a little reprieve. Hallelujah for that. Summer, get here, soon, please. I'm dying a little more everyday. I'm becoming really desperate and lost with everything that is going on. I'm going to end this post with the hopes of having a good nights sleep. Sleep. I love sleep, I don't have to think and I can just be me, without being looked at through the social telescope of life.

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