Hanging by A String

...breathe.
im about to break. shatter. slip. crash.
fall completely apart.
where's my atlas, for this surreal thing?
is this what real life is like?
..., I whisper to myself.
hold it together. your almost there.

i feel a castastrophe being concocted.
must avoid this destruction.
find a place. run. get. away.
run.
find yourself.
survive.
be free.
live.

((it's okay.)