Harmony.

What if everyone could put aside their differences, and love everyone? It would be a perfect world. And what if, we could all quit being so selfish and be a little more selfless? Try it.


"not about me. not about you. all about we."

Here's to you.

Not sure where to begin.
In middle school I tragically lost the spelling bee to a 7th grader, and it shattered my life for like, a week.

Fact or fiction?

It can be described with many different words, if you're even interested. It's drama. It's lies. It's bullshit. I hate high school, and when I say hate, it's out of honesty, that's all. What I'm most confused about is how people can change so much in such a short time; to conform into some sort of mold, to be popular, and for many other ridiculous reasons i guess. Isn't this supposed to be the 'time of my life?' What a joke. Maybe I'm just being cold? Well at least I can still think for myself, right? Like that would ever matter. And if you're wondering, I'm not one of those people that hate the world; but rather someone who doesn't know what to believe in anymore. I think I could stand people more if they would just quit caring and get over their selves. I'm not trying to send some subliminal message to my peers or anyone else for that matter, but hear me out: don't ever change to be someone your not, it's not worth it. and before you use words, think about who it might affect.

Honestly.

I'm not everything you wanted,
i'm not any good at writing these words,
that i loved you at one time,
and that i have to let us go,
not for you, not for me,
i think its better off this way,
i know i'm breaking your heart,
and i know i'm breaking mine as well,


Go,
to the place we never ever went
where we could be the boys and girls
that call and react to where we stand
so try with all your heart and try to be
the person you were meant to be
where is the love we need have?

in time we havent changed,
but our hearts cant feel the same,
and i know this was the best thing that i had to let away,
and this time i'll sit and wait for our lives to slip away,
and i know i'm running back to the time we spent right there,
i'm becoming more each day as i learn from my mistakes,
cuz it hurts that you're not here but i'm healing more each day,
and i cant forget the nights that we spent til morning came,
and it wont happen again so here it goes one last time,


one day when we are older you're gonna see me and i'll say hi,
but thats all its gonna be, thats all its gonna be,
cuz this was your chance to make us last,
and you broke my heart baby thats no joke,
we're here and better off,

this is not love, this is not hate,
this is something we're just going through each and every day.

i hate these mixed up feelings deep inside.

Mantras.

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.
Theodor Geisel